Stil libra

so sorry n i wil stil update with libra......

优雅的天平在灯红酒绿中微笑转身，顾盼神采，洒脱如同水中的鱼。他们与红酒，水晶杯，晚礼服，钢琴曲是那么的相得益彰，漫不经意的吸引着公众的眼光…… 几乎所有人都有这样一种印象： 天平座的人善意、可亲，爱交朋友。于是大家也由此认为天平是群居生物，必然是害怕独处，喜欢热闹的。 但，事实并不是表面看来那样简单。 的确，天平是个和平使者。在公众场合可以很好地调节气氛使之均衡。气氛热烈时，他们会沉静的压住阵脚；气氛冷凝时，他们会运用不着痕迹的轻松幽默化解坚冰。总之他们不会随波逐流去助长气氛的冷热，而是像用天平称量物品一样，加减砝码，使之维持水平状态。 而他们在做这种加减的时候，动作是优雅的，态度是和悦的，看起来漫不经心不动声色。实际上，他们是很有心计的人，尽管众口难调，也可以找到一种万全的方式来使全局和谐起来。 但是这并不是说他们喜欢主宰，只是因为他们看不得失衡，那会使他们如坐针毡。 因此，尽管慵懒的天平座讨厌麻烦，讨厌得要命，他们还是会不由自主地担负起调节的责任。也许正因如此，使得天平在公众场合从未放松过自己。性格使他们承担了不必要的责任，无可推卸。 他们不吝惜金钱，却吝惜自由的时间和安静的休闲时光。像所有风向星座一样，他们喜欢自由，喜欢像风一样谁也捉不住他。 他们喜欢自在独立的空间。就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起，你要知道他并不喜欢如此，尽管他不会直接说出来。你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也许半年也没有音信，但是只要一见面，你还是他最好的朋友。因为他就是这种交友方式，你拿他怎么办？ '我懒得……' 这是天平座的口头语。他们懒得出门，懒得聚会，懒得应酬……所以他们并不是很喜欢参加party。倒是宁愿呆在家里上网，看书，画画。他们自身是均衡的，一个人的均衡总比一群人的均衡来的容易。所以他们喜欢独处。 通常，天平座的人会给人一见如故的感觉，因为他们有着温婉的微笑和优雅的举止。对初次见面的人，天平座往往表现出自己最讨人喜欢的一面：善解人意，大方，诚恳，健谈。但是这种热情劲儿不会长久。冷漠何时到来取决于你与他交往的频率。你越是粘得紧，他就冷得越快。因为他们喜欢'君子之交清淡如水'。不是他们不喜欢同伴，而是他们和人交往更多地关注了对方的情绪，总想着照顾对方心情，不要发生冲突，所以感觉像是在工作一样，无法真正的放松。 较之对宫白羊座，天平是另一种独立的个体。白羊是一种外在的独立，内心是热的；天平则是表面看似亲和力很强，内心却是任谁也无法融入的。天平的冷静，连他们自己也觉得惊讶。'我居然如此冷漠！太不可思议了……'他们审视自己的时候，感觉有点陌生。那是因为他们把内心世界掩饰得连自己都骗过了。 他们控制情绪的能力太强了。最亲近的人会感觉到，天平给人不露声色的隔离感，有时会被埋怨'太冷静了，我都不知道你在想什么！' 可是他们不是故意要隐瞒什么，只是出于本能。一个连自己都骗过了的人，你还能要求他对你坦白什么？ 他们不喜欢歇斯底里，不喜欢痛哭失声，不喜欢安慰别人也不怎么喜欢被安慰。因为他们懂得，谁也无法真正理解另一个人。 天平，其实是很独立的一个星座。他们在霓虹灯影里微笑，在灯火阑珊处寂寞。他们叫你懂得：孤独的最高境界是繁华。

this is chinese part....english part i wil update if i hav time....=)

INTROVERT always like tis.......c whether u r introvert?

1. walk very fst when walking alone
2. love nights....always slp late
3. keep secret to ownselves......like to cry alone
4. like clothes with pocket.......otherwise duno where to put their hand
5. always lock arm(direct translate wan)
6. likes to have cold war
7. love window,corner,always curl up(huddle)
8. love writing n readin
9. inexplicable lonely....fear that canot resist
10. dont like to talk or very love talking....
11. love to put their prob in thier heart......hav a world of their own
12. put a smile on their face.....imagine dat they r the children with a sense of security
13. used to silence.....always break out from silence or chose to die
14. always doubting others.....but keep on thinking the good of people
15. dont believe in fairy tales....but keep expecting dat a person who truthly understand them to appear
16. like to reminiscence....but wil feel a deeply lonely n fear after dat
17. dont like to shop alone but keep shopin alone
18. a little something on the cranky.......dramatic scary thought
19. love to listen to slow song n sad songs
20. try very hard to note the emergence of life of everyone
21. used to crush....will love a person wholeheartedly
22. duno wat to do while sitting in front of comp .....stil yet dun wan to close it
23. feel dat everyone in the world is unreliable....yet stil chose to believe in ppl
24. sumtimes hav a thought of disapearin or slping forever
25. dont like to wait....but always waiting other
26. always inadvertently daze
27. used to live in the past...like nostalgia
28. always think something til very long(sumting like thinking to future)
29. not used to sum1 dissapear in their life mysteriously
30. always think dat no1 can feel their pain in their heart
31. easily satisfied....more easily to hurt
32. like to emo.....even decadent
33. used to keep themselves........because in this way their heart wont be hurt when they leavin
34. there is always a kind of feeling dat been ignored or neglected
35. seem like fickle n superficial.....but in fact is protecting themselves
36. paid far more then they get....
37. very stubborn n duno how to giv up....but they would never turn b once they giv up
38. always say wan to leave.....but keep findin reason for not leavin
39. laugh happily in front of people....but wil emo when they r alone
40. very quiet in front of strangers but very noisy n playful in front of friends
41. play games just to stand the loneliness
42. love to get wet in the rain when it is like drizzle
43. don nid too much of repaid or return...abit wil let them treat u wholeheartly....can be very little...but must hav
44. love to listen to sad song when in bad mood

i hav almost all the habit above.....oni a few like no 5,8,20 no very accurate,24,29 haven meet

so these show dat i m an INTROVERT!!!!!!!!!wat a joke!!!!

IGNORE.....

Ignore......

have u been ignored by sum1???

or hav u ignore sum1 be4???

however both aso i taste be4.......

its not quite nice.....

i seldom ignored sum1.....

mayb i juz dont like to b lonely....

dat y i findin ppl to talk to.....to play wit....

but i m damn bored person....once u close to mi....

u sure feel dat i m juz a boring person....

ntg new....ntg special.....

not a person dat shud b cared so much....

but pls don simply ignored mi....

u can juz c8 sum stories.....

if u reli feel dat i m annoyed....

u can juz tel mi....

pls don ignored...

if u wan to ignore mi....

pls tel mi....

don sudenly.....dats hurt....

i hate the feelin....

althought i may not b important to u....

but pls....juz c8 sum stories or sum lie....

or u can straight cal mi fuk off....but u wont b able to c mi find u again...except important tings...

i prefer dat way....

at least u stil hav a place in ur mind to think how to lie to mi...

many ppl dont like lie.....

but not mi.....

i feel dat ok.....as long the person happy enuf....

wat 4 u tel the truth n hurt sum1???

if u wan to lie.....juz try ur best to keep it unreaveled.....

dat the best n u wil hav a beautiful life ahead....

i hate the feelin to b ignored sudenly......

m i dat unimportant to u??

or i m dat annoyed to u??

til i dont deserved any lie or stories from u....

haha.......i juz gave up dy....=)....

i wil try my best to chg from now onwards....

u wont be cing my name in ur post......ur status....

wont sms....wont msn....unless u find mi.....=)....

juz let mi be.....since dat i look so unimportant to u....

i duwan to b dat kind of person...=)....

u may hav ur frens....n i shud cont my life.....

ty for mayb u company for sum of the times.....

but seriously.......i cant cont it....

i m not the type of person who is damn determined....

i juz a person dat giv up easily....

if tis dissapointed u......sori bah.....]

i believe in faith....

if sumtings is determine to b urs.....it will fly b to u in the future......=)

translate......tryin my best.......

About libra......=).........

Readin tis post while listenin to ireland artist(Sinéad O'Connor)....u may feel quite true....like it has been determined by fate......if u r a librarian......u sure wil finish readin tis post.....the love of a libra.....in love....libra is a person who live for other...but libra's passive always make them miss their true love.....libra dont noe refuse other....if libra meet a person dat they dont love....but if the person can be more proactive......libra wont refuse them....this is because libra feel dat dat way wil hurt you......libra wil choose to sacrifice them for not hurting you....or mayb libra wil touch for juz a simple concern sentences....for juz thank you for tis sentences and together with you....tis is because libra always findin for fair n balance in their life.....they feel dat they shud repaid u for juz a concern sentence...not because of love u n together wit u.(touch not equal to love)...futhermore......libra too mind of responsibility....but they dont noe the essence of responsibilty.....they define the word responsibilty with a more cruel way....libra dont love u....but they persist not to abandon the other...this is a kind choice of a libra who always ensure fairness....which is more to a 2pid choice...this is the sadness of libra..... can oni say libra is responsible....but dont understand responsibilty.....but responsible is also another fault???libra think dat responsible is more important than love....u hav excuse to blame libra....but in the same time...did u think dat libra is actually the most sad person....wat libra want is very simply....juz a person who truthly understand them only....but who can actually understand a libra????another ting.....one ting of libra in love is reli indecisive....tis hav to b admit.....but y does libra like tis??tis is because wat libra think n c is far n more....libra think if they love sum1 means to make them happy.....the happy in here include many tings......example....they hav enough of economic capacity to support the expense when together wit u??can make u happy everyday??ur fren n family wil accept them??libra frens n family wil accept u??n many other prob...u think libra can don hesitate???libra is well known of laziness in the twelve horoscope....if not because of love u.....u think they wil think of tis much???if libra confirm u r their love 1 n confirm with ur relationship.....now....libra wil show the side of pursuit of perfection....now.......libra's brain is full of how to make the best....they wil make u feel dat u r the most happy person in the world.....the people who have a relationship with them shud noe....the feelin startin to in love wit libra is so nice n perfect.......sum scene dat wil oni appear in movie or novel always happen at both of u...u wil feel dat u r the most happy person in the world....the libra now wil satisfied with juz seein the smile n happiness of their loved one although libra hav to paid even more aso they willing.....because the feelin juz staring to in love with libra is so nice.....their loved one has normal with the perfect performance of libra....tis hav become a standard of libra in their loved 1.....if libra perform abit bad than dat.....their loved 1 will feel dat libra doesnt love them anymore!!!but in the world dat is impossible for being so perfect everytime....include libra....although libra stil lovein their loved 1....their complain hav made libra feel bad....libra have giv out so much but they stil not satisfied....they stil feel dat libra not good enough......so libra will dat wat they hav give out is not worth it....in the end juz left a way which is break up...the advice for libra here is normal is the best.....dat is imposible to be perfect everyday....firework is reli nice....but it is juz determined to be short.....another ting for libra boys.....does they reli hua xin(sumting like playboy n unfaithful)??mayb its true....but libra's hua xin is different from other....their hua xin is nothing to do with their love....their unfaithful shud b understand by universal love....libra man think dat everyting in the world is nice,beautiful n perfect....and woman r arts in this world...so women shud b cared....nothing to do with love!!! This is a nature of libra man dat they cared for women...tis nature is born with them n it is unchangeable.....libra true love is different from caring for a girl....when libra truthly love a girl....they wil take their loved 1 as an angel in their heart.... not only love.....but with sumore respect n worship....in another word.....when libra man face with their truth love....they feel abit inferiority in them....tis inferiority is not because of defect.....but is because of perfect....many people would doubt dat a confident n narcissistic libra may feel inferiority....its true......libra always wish to to be perfect in front of their loved one.....but they dont understand dat perfect is juz a legend....any1 in tis world cant b perfect....libra is aso included......dat y libra wil feel inferiority.....libra dat pursuit of perfection not satisfied with their imperfect....they feel dat they not good enough with their loved 1.....dat y many libra chose to giv up(althought libra is good enought in dat person heart)....but giv up doenst mean dont love anymore....libra wont forget their loved 1 in their whole life.....giv up towards libra is another kind of love...libra wil keep their loved 1 sumwhere in their heart n pray for blessin for their loved 1 silencely....libra doesnt love a person because of lonely....but they lonely because of lovein sum1(i agree with tis sentence the most...=)...)....libra seldom tell other what is in their heart....because they noe oni silence can make them strong....therefore.....no one can truthly understand libra beside them.....unless u can use ur life to experience it urself by being a libra in the next life......no matter whose fault......every fault is bear by libra.....allow ppl to mistaken them.....allow ppl to blame n scold them for no reason....libra wil juz face it with juz a simple smile....they wil have an elegant smile in front of people...it is all determined by fate....there is nothing to explain on....v r libra...too good in how to differentiate the importance of a ting....kind or bad.....truth or lie....dat y it is a fault to ourselves....because of have understand it.....towards sincere or not.....the person who understand wil understand themselves....who dont understand doesnt nid to explain more....because v r libra, a proud libra!! there is a legend of a knight who named libra.....handsome, charming,elegant,noble....in the dark nite...on a horse.....lookin up into the sky......with a sword in the hand...love in their heart....the knight is prayin for the blessin of their loved 1.....safety n aso happiness...nite is stil dark.....the journey is stil long...the people is stil lonely!!!pat the dust off....revive the spirit of fatigue...heals the wound of pain....althought the journey is full of hardness....but he wil faced it with a smile....

about the friendship n interpersonal relationships of libra....the words friend toward a libra is too important dat other cant understand....libra too care of fren because they are scared of lonely....libra wont enjoy loneliness....every libra wil hav abit of depression.....lonely is the head of inducing the depression of libra!!!....the most common characteristic of depression is world-weary....tis is not jking......lonely can make libra hav the feelin of world weary.....libra is living in the middle of crowd....they can oni find their play of self worth in the middle of a crowd....so libra always wish they hav more n more frens...towards the person that libra hates....although they dont want to take them as frens.....but they stil wish the opposite take them as a fren...but libra wont simply offend the people dat they noe....to continue tis harmony relationship.....libra hav to b hypocritical abit....talkin diferent things in diferent situation.......actually libra is very tired....in most of the time.....when libra frens hav been hurt...they wil be the 1st person to comfort n cared for the fren the earliest.....giving their frens the biggest encouragement....but when libra is hurt they seldom hav tis kind of treatment....in another word.....although libra hav many frens....but sincere frens is oni a few....the 1 who truthly understand wat they r thinkin is lesser than dat...libra very good to every frens of them....n is all the same....til everyone duno libra who realy care for who n fake for who.....libra is creating an ideal n harmony world in their whole life.....in dat world there is no infighting....no intrigues...everyone is good fren...every1 care for each other n take care of each other sincerely...in short.....libra is selfless to their frens.....i m willin dat every1 in the world hav do sumting sorry towards mi....but i m not willin to do sumting dat hurt any1 in the world is the attitude of libra towards their frens...the conclusion....u shud feel lucky if u hav any frens which r librarians.....

juz translate from sumwhere.......i feel quite true......if u dont feel true.....juz ignore it...

mayb my english is not dat good....dont blame mi if it is bad......ty=)

hope dat u hav read it!!!dat special u....=)

THE TRUE LIBRA

一边听着爱尔兰另类歌手歌手西尼德.奥康娜演唱的a> perfect> indian，一边看着这篇文章　一一对照自己，感觉确实很准，觉得好象什么都是命运的安排。>> 　　如果你是天秤座的人你肯定会看完它，如果不是，请你听完这> 首歌再走吧^^> 　　天平座的爱情>> 　　　　天平在爱情方面是一个为别人而活的星座。天平的被动更是让很多天平们错过了自己的真爱。天平不懂得拒绝，天平面对一个自己明明不喜欢的人，只要那人能主动积极一点，那天平是不会拒绝的，因为天平觉得拒绝会伤害你。为了不伤害你，天平只有牺牲自己。或者，天平会为你对他哪怕是一句关心的话而感动，就为了感谢你这句关心的话而和你在一起，因为天平永远都是追求平衡的，他认为你付出了哪怕是一句关心的话他就应该回报你，而不是真的因为爱你才和你在一起。(感动不等于爱)而且天平将'责任'二字看得太重，却又未认识到'责任'的真正精髓所在，以至于用了一种对自己极其残酷的方式给'责任'下着定义。天平不爱对方，却要坚持对对方不离不弃。这是一个力求公平的天平的善良抉择，更是一个近乎愚蠢的抉择。这是天平的悲哀。只能说天平懂得负责任，却真的不理解 '责任'。可是懂得负责也变成了一种错误吗？天平认为责任比爱情重要，却未想过幸福也同样重要。你完全有理由责备天平，但是在你责备天平的同时可曾想过其实最可悲的正是天平。天平的要求真的不高，只是需要有人理解自己而已。但是，谁又能理解天平呢？> 　　　　>>　　　　还有一点，天平在爱情方面> 确实是比较优柔寡断犹豫不决，这点必须承认。但是天平为什么会这样？因为天平想的事很多想的很远，天平觉得如果要爱一个人就要让对方快乐。这里说的'快乐 '包括很多，比如说有没有足够的经济能力来维持平时和你在一起时的花销，能不能让你每天都开心，自己的朋友和父母会接受你吗？你的父母朋友能接受自己吗？甚至可能会想到结婚以后你们孩子的模样漂亮吗？。。。。。等等，还有许多问题！你说天平能不犹豫吗？天平是出了名的12个星座最懒的，如果不是因为爱你天平根本懒的考虑那么多！如果天平一旦确定你就是他深爱的人并且确定了你们的恋爱关系以后，那么这时候天平追求完美的一面就展现出来了。> 　　　　>> 　　　　这时的天平满脑子就是想如何做到最好> 让你觉得自己是世界上最幸福的人。和天平恋爱过的人应该都知道这一点吧，刚和天平恋爱时的感觉简直太完美了，一些只有在电影和小说里面出现的情景会经常出现在你们身上，你会感觉现在的你真的就是世界上最幸福的人。这时的天平只要每天能看到深爱的人开心一笑就算付出在大的代价也愿意！由于刚恋爱时的天平表现的太完美了，以至于对方已经习惯了天平的这种完美表现，这在对方的心理已经是对天平的一种标准，所以天平只要稍稍表现的不够以前好，对方就会不习惯，就会觉得天平不爱她了！可是，这个世界上谁也不可能永远都做的这么好，天平也不能，虽然这时天平依然深爱着对方！对方的抱怨让天平觉得自己很委屈，自己付出了那么多对方却还不满足，还说自己不够好，所以天平就会觉得自己的付出不值得，到最后当然就只剩下分手！> 　　　　>> 　　　　在这里给所有天平朋友一个忠告，细水常流，平平淡淡才是真，> 不可能每一天都是完美的！烟花确实绚烂，但是注定短暂！这里在特别说一下天平男。天平男花心吗？也许吧。但是所谓天平男的花心又和其他人不同，最原则性的不同在于天平男的花心跟爱情本身不关。所谓天平男的花心应该理解为是一种博爱。天平男认为世界上一切事物都是美好的，而女人更是这个美丽世界中的一个个艺术品。所以女人是要用来好好呵护的，与爱无关！这是天平男一种怜香惜玉的本质。这种本质是天平与生俱来的，是根深蒂固的。天平真正意义上爱一个人时是和那种怜香惜玉的爱是有本质上的区别的。天平真正爱上一个人时，天平在心中会把爱人奉为自己的女神，不仅有爱，更多的是一种尊敬甚至崇拜！反过来说，天平面对自己真正深爱的人时内心会有那么一点小小的自卑。这里的自卑不是平时大家所说的因某种缺陷自卑，这种自卑是相对于'完美'二字来说的。大家也许会怀疑，自信又自恋的天平也会自卑？是的，因为天平面对爱人的时候总希望自己做到完美，但是天平不明白完美只是一种传说一种境界，世界上没有人是完美的，天平也不能，所以这时天平就会产生自卑感。要求完美的天平对自己的不完美很不满意，觉得自己配不上心爱的人，所以很多天平宁愿选择放弃(其实天平在对方心目中天平已经很好了，只是当天平深爱一个人时鲜前昱＝羌？。但是放弃不等于不爱。天平对自己深爱的人是一辈子都不会忘的。放弃对天平来说另一种爱，天平会永远把深爱的人深深埋在心里的某个角落默默的为对方祈祷祝福！天平不是因为寂寞才会爱上一个人，天平是因为爱上一个人才寂寞！　　>> 　　　　天平对于自己内心真正的想法很少> 对人倾诉，因为天平深知沉默才能坚强。所以，除了天平自己之外没有人能真正了解天平，除非你来生有幸作为一个天平时用生命来体会一次。。。。。。不管是谁对谁错，一切的过错都由天平背负着，任由人们误会，任由人们无端的指责甚至漫骂，天平只是轻描淡写的一笑而过，在人前永远保持着优雅的微笑。一切是命中注定，无需多言，我们即然是天秤，太懂得去分析事情的轻与重，善与恶，真与假了。所以说对于本身也是一种负罪吧。因为都看透了。对于真不真心，懂的人自然了解，不懂的人也不想再多说，因为我们是天秤，骄傲的天平！传说中有位骑士名叫天平，英俊，迷人，优雅，高贵。。。。。。黑夜中，西风吹过;白马上，骑士仰望星空;手中有剑，心中有爱，骑士正在为他心爱的人祈祷平安幸福！夜，还是那么黑。路，还有那么远。人，还那么寂寞！拍拍身上的灰尘，振作疲惫的精神，抚平疼痛的伤口，远方也许尽是坎坷路，骑士却仍然微笑着上路了---> 虽然心碎了无痕，依旧> 白马啸西风！> 　　　　>> 　　　　关于天平的友情和人际关系:>> 　　　　'朋友'二字对于天平有多重要是一般人不能理解的。这么说吧，天平把友情看的重要。因为天平是一个特别害怕孤独的星座，天平不会享受孤独。每个天平都有轻微的抑郁症，孤独就是诱发天平抑郁症的罪魁祸首！而抑郁症的最大特点就是厌世，这绝不是危言耸听，孤独就是能让天平产生厌世的感觉。天平是活在人群中的人，只有在人群中天平才能找到自我的位置发挥自我的价值。所以天平总是希望自己的朋友多些在多些。对于自己不喜欢的人，天平虽不愿把他当做朋友但还是希望对方能把自己当成朋友，但凡是天平认识的人天平绝不会轻易得罪。为了维持这种和谐的关系，天平不的不圆滑一点虚伪一点，见人说人话见鬼说鬼话。其实天平真的很累的。绝大多数的时候，天平的朋友受到伤害和委屈了，天平总是第一时间出现在朋友旁边安慰和关心朋友，给朋友以最大的鼓励，但是当天平受伤时却很少得到这样的待遇。换句话说，天平的朋友看上去虽然很多，但是知心朋友却很少，能了解天平内心的更始微乎其微。天平对每个朋友都很好，而且都是一样的好，以至于大家都不知道天平对谁是真心真意对谁是虚情假意。天平一生都致力于创造一个自己心目中理想的和谐的美丽新世界，在那个世界中没有明争暗斗，没有尔虞我诈，大家都是好朋友，所有人都互相关心，互相照顾。总之，天平对朋友是最无私的，宁愿天下人负我，我不负天下人是天平对于与朋友关系的最好的一句话概括。如果你有朋友是天平的话，那么你应该感到幸运！

i feel its true larh......if u r libra n wan to noe wat its talk about....try to translate urself larh....=)

lonely

I noe tis blog is dead dy....no1 wil c...

so i can crap watever i wan larh....=)

i seriously now believe....

librarian wil not love because lonely....

but they wil lonely because of lovin sum1.....

tis is true.....

i believe in horoscope....

sum of the prediction is so true.....

mayb u al wont believe but i believe....

today emo again.......mayb is because readin some love essay...

n listen to some emo music....i aso duno larh....

i juz feel like emo.....mayb juz because i feel i m ntg gua....

mayb juz no1 wil ms mi...

mayb i juz don like to b normal....

i wan to b special....i wan to win ppl....

but all tis i haven achieved....

i m lazy......i cant be the number 1....

i juz normal wit my life....

i hav no determination to chg it...

i noe i gona failed in my life....

i noe i may fail in everyting in my life...

i think i wont stand up again after i failed.....

i m a lazy person......i hav no determination....

dat y....success in not belong to mi.....

i m juz a failure......

i m juz a coward......i don dare to do anyting.....

mayb i shud learn from the essay....

a bad guy is better than good guy....

at least they r happy wit their life in their middle age....

mayb they can aso hav a happy life at the end of the life....

a good guy wil hav less chance.....i believe....

coz they think too much.....

once a man think too much....

they wil scare of responsibility.....

they wil become a coward....

they don dare to step out....=)

izit it sarcastic???

they wil juz lose their chance because of think too much.....=)

dat is a quote......dont think, juz do it....

but wat i wan to say is.....think more bout how to do n the postive effect....

think less on the negative....trust mi....=)

u may hav the same experienced one day....=)

i write tis coz of boring....=)

ntg to do plus cant slp in the nite..........

if u readin tis blog......ty 4 readin.....=)

u mayb the oni 1 who readin tis......=)

ANOTHER TIME???

Izit another time 4 mi to giv up????

hahahahahaha

no comment...i think so mostly i screw it up again....wakakakkak

lol...hahaha......hav ntg to say liao.....wakakakka........

if u wan....juz tel mi to giv up....

tyty

hav i achieve the main purpose i c8 tis blog??

i m stil the same.....

cant maintain my process in study....

juz nid to balance it....but my balance ratio is...

2 day of study need 1 week to study.....

haha....

btw.....m i achieving the main purpose i c8 tis blog????

oni dat person can tel mi....

haha.....i aso duno...

mayb yes mayb not.....juz let it be larh...

everyting wil go naturally...

hope i wont screw it up again....=)....

tomolo stil got undang....wish mi good luck!!!

EXAM OVER!!!!!!!

ALTHOUGH I did quite bad tis time....but at least it over.....

so wat i hav to do is....study in holiday....

hate the feelin of losin to ppl....study study study....muz study

but now....slp 1st bah...!!!!tata

ADD MATHS

ADD MATHS!!!!!!!!!

JPS Add maths paper 2 is set to fail ppls....

so donit to scare about failing....

i wil b 1 of the ppl who company u to fail....=)

i didnt manage to finish my paper.....

haizz....so 2pid larh mi....zzzz

1 of my best subj aso cant finish the whole paper.....

zzz....

i duwan to fail lerh......haiz....

nvm larh....wat over is over....

now bio time!!!!!

another weakest subj...zzzz

hope i can get at least A- larh....=)

good luck to the 1 who readin my blog now......

coz u juz wasted mayb around 5 min to prepare ur exam......

so u nid my luck....=)

Hate my life!!!!

HAHA..........

Starting to hate my life......

becoz i feel lifeless......

ntg meaningful to mi....

especially in my f5 life.....

i think so i screw my life already....=)

wan to study.......but no mood....

if study....stress came n visit mi...

dat y......shud i study or not....

i feel shud......because its important....

but but.....very sien n lifeless lerh....

seriously.......damn boring....everyday books books.....

haiz......sumore f5 no interesting game....

now everyday fb n plurk oni......u noe how boring izit???

how u all survive in ur house......anyting to do ar???

television aso no interesting proggame aso....

haiz.....

mid term start.....n i started to feel the stress of studies...

for the 16 year dat i hav passed....1st time i feel the stress for studyin....

remembering tis rememberin dat....my memory is so little.....haiz....

for the past 16 years....i don scare bout exam......study n go in....

but now....i started to feel scared about exam.....haiz....

mayb is because it becomes harder n harder.....

currently storing sej.....

but i keep wastin time on fb, msn , plurk......

haiz....gone liao larh......bab 8 now n 7 chpt to go....left 2 days....how to finish????

sumore nid to do exe 4 mid term wan lerh.....haiz....time not enuf n i stil siting n blogin???

wat the fuk m i thinkin????

hahaha....

dat y i say gona screw my f5 life n my future.....

duno how to think......duno how to differentiate wat is good n bad....

mayb i m not the type to success in my life.....

i m juz a failure.....i failed my life....

failed watever i did......losin to people......

i noe y i lose.....because of lazy....

but i stil cant study like others.....

i think so if i like them.....

mayb u wil c sum1 crazy in skull....

but now.....i aso gona crazy dy.....

the feelin of scare dat haven finish my syllabus aso killin mi dy....

drivin mi crazy......haiz....wat shud i do????

juz hope exam over soon.....=)

lalalalalalala........n can go sunway for my skating n movies.....

wakakka.........

i m crazyin......

during tis few days.....u wil oni saw two type of mi.....

1 is crazy/self high type....

1 more is silence/emo type.....

tis 2 type wil appear more during these three week.......

oh gods.....got 1 more ting....

moral folio!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gone gone gone...my holiday gone.....zzzz

MUSIC

Ther r so many frens out ther.....

sum true fren.....sum playin fren.....sum pdf.....

haha.....i hav a few true fren larh......

cant denied it.....

every1 sure hav a few true fren.....

if u don hav....fster find 1.....coz don hav true fren is reli very sad n lonely....=)

unless u enjoy ur lonely larh.....

i hav 1 fren.....dat wil company til midnight.....

the fren is MUSIC.....

NOW is 1.21 AM.....i cant slp.....most of the true fren is slpin...

but oni tis fren the best....accompany mi don slp....

c how good is tis fren.....these music express my feelin....

haha......i feel like many ppl don understand mi....

but this 1 can.....he can make u happy....make u sad....=)

if u feel lonely....juz listen to music......its help....

currently studyin bio.....til chpt 6 oni....

stil got alot to go.....like sej.....

i hav to improve my essay writing dy....

my english oni 66....becomin worst n worst dy....

haiz......many grammar mistake.....

last time i seldom made tis mistake....but now yes.....

haiz.....currently my result stil can satisfied mi......

BM excluded larh......dat 1 memang no comment liao....=)

if u under my bm teacher....then u noe larh....

wat to do now????slp.....listen to music....cont study???

tomolo stil got skull....or juz stay awake til morning???

so long din try dy....but tomolo stil got 2 tuition....so better dont....=)

listen music n try to slp bah......

at the last.....good luck to u all who takin exam....hope u passed ur exam with flyin colours larh....=)

n.....if u dont trust any1.....trust music larh........my advice.....don keep it to urself....find sum1 of sumting to release....don get too stress.....dont emo......althought i aso like emo lahr.....but mayb it wil chase away ur fren.....so dont emo so much larh...

OKlarh......stop here......

writing tis post just take away 8 min.....i juz waste another 7 min of slpin....haiz.....

the time passed wont come b....u idiot.....y stil waste it.......fster go study larh.....haiz.....

stil dont the determination.......currently findin a way to solve....=)

hahahahaha

Wahahahaha.......

I hav to study liao...............

To achieve good result..........study study study.....

Ong jie jie......u muz study liao......folow mr low say....

Visualize very important....muz listen......

Extra attention durin addmaths class in skull liao....don wan to ms liao....=)

Rofl......y tis kind of ting come out in my blog.....i aso duno.....

Be more concentrated.......

Effective to study dat way.....

Hav to win the ppl i wan to win.....

Ahahahahahaha

People who reli wan to help mi....ty....

People who look down at mi......i wil win u......

Y i wrote tis?????find out ur self....=)

HoW To sURvive?????

How to survive?????

everytime aso like tis!!!!!

I duno i stil hav how many power or courage to cont.......

mayb in tis moment.....i wil lose it.....

mayb tomolo.....mayb next week......

duno larh.....everytime i lost it....

after a while.....it wil come b.....

but everytime juz lesser n lesser.....

mayb i shud do a decision dy....

if not it wil juz faded off with ntg left behind....

i duwan to regret.......i wil try to find a chance....

but i m not dat brave......i dun dare to go straight....

i not like other.....i think too much.....

haizzzzz........i duno wat u feel.....

i dunnoe u feel it anot....if u feel....

pls giv mi more hint.....whether u wan it or not.....

or juz tel mi.....reli....its kinda better.....

quite a number of my fren aso noe dy...

i dun wan tis spread more....

coz.....sure more worst wan....

be4 tis.....i dont feel tis lonely....

but now i feel more lonely than last time....

mayb wat the webpage say is true....

libra is not lonely oni ****but is because of **** oni lonely...

i hav to agree......i reli believe in horoscope....

coz most of it fit mi.....my personality....mayb sum not....

but at least some is so true.....

haiz......mayb.....

i wil start my emo again....

or mayb more xiao larh......

any1 who saw tis post.....

dont b surpise if i too high in skull...

haha.....coz i always like tis.....

to the banana....i feel sori....

coz i gona post 1 sentence which is chinese....

if u wan to noe....go find translate larh.....or ask ppl who noe chinese....=)

i like tis sentence so much......

别人笑我太疯癫，我笑他人看不穿....=)

Haiz......

I feel like emoin again.....in tis moment......

coz i juz wake up from slping.....

ntg to do.....feel lonely.....althought streamyx is fixid......

but i stil cant find anyting to do......

my chinese get 64.....is a b......i shud hav done better.....to get 1 A-....

at least!!!!!

haizz......

everytime i m in tis situation......i hav so many thing to think off....

mayb i shud i learn from the sentence......

dont think so much.....juz do it......

but stil cant.....i scared later make it worst oni.....

haizzzz.....

everytime i wan the ting......it wont come to mi.....

i feel so lonely n scare to lose it......

dat y i juz wan to pretend i dont care larh.....

hope u noe wat i mean larh......

donit to think so much.....it talkin bout u....=)

at last.....i noe tis is a suck post......u can chose to say bullshit in my chat box.....

i feel very happy at least u read larh....=)

FGA1I!!!!

A NITE WITHOUT INTERNET!!!!!

finally experience dat a nite without internet!!!!

it has been so suffer 4 mi....especially at saturday nite!!

2pid tmnet ppl.....come n repair the phone line n say my internet line goin to putus...so putuskan

reli......

btw......today got hari ganti.....

the ppl dat go skull 1.....

5 s1 s2 s3 n s4 combine aso not enuf 40 ppl.....=)

no teacher come in.....v open 'party' in s4....

help teacher doin the paper work....

sumore keng gai lerh......=)

but seriously....i duno y u guys so keng....

seriously....especially emerick.....fuyoh.....

but anyway....oni a few ppl wil noe oni......=)

u al noe urself larh....=)

oklarh....wan to chao dy....tata

I AM NOT SUITABLE GUA....=)

ALTHOUGH i wan it so hard.....

but i think so i m not suitable 4 mi....

so i think so juz let it go bah....

there wil b easier.....

to complete my purpose of tis blog....

i think so stil nid a longer time.....=)

haiz......juz wait bah

i duwan to fight bout result but i juz wan to t3l u its unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JUZ FINISH MY DRAMA!!!!!!!!!

thanks to my drama frens.....all did it a good work...

although i started conduct it is because of lisan....

but v reli enjoy the training part.....especially when our best drama actor come in....

like darshan, mandeep n fawwaz....

reli hav a happy time.....it aso a memory 4 mi larh.....

especially the darshan fighting part, lightning n bulb dance.....=)

anyway.....i juz wan to tel out my opinion.....

if u say oni they hav effort.....u think v don hav????

pls larh....v start it 1 week be4 ok!!!

u say nid black n white to represent the watak???

then i ask u.....does tradisional malay wear coat????

u say they hav peralatan......v aso got......handmake sumore....

juz dat v don hav costume oni......

if u wan to say the story nid to same wit ur lvl....

then wat for u open the competition wit free tajuk....

u shud juz say....f3 do f3 novel or komsas.....

f4 do f4.....f5 do f5....don mix it.....izit like tis better???

if not later f3 do f5.....straight win ar????

coz the taraf for them is high dy.....

so they hav more chance to win????

i say tis out not 4 mi....

although i mayb upset 4 the time when i heard the result....

but not now...coz from startin i m doin it for lisan....i din put much effort to it....

but my fren yes...he even do the props himself ok????

not because u saw ur class hav effort....doesnt mean other class don hav....

mayb u wan to say......u din c be4 them hav so much effort be4.....

but pls larh...if like tis.....then izit every1 hav to be lazy at 1st....

then become good at the end oni counted as good....

oni deserved to get attention from other????

tis is juz my feelin.....anyway.....i m satisfied wit watever i hav......

althought stil hav some part missin larh....=)

bvt i hope i wil find it asap.....

n cont wit my life.......

i already noe.......fight wit u no use...

when v fight wit u .....u wont say anyting....

u juz say biadap.....so wat can i do....

keep quiet lorh....as long as v fight b....

v counted as bad dy.....so juz let it over bah.....

if tis kind of ting happen again....n the f2 3 4 noe tis....

then next year drama gona b damn damn nice dy......=)

HAHAHAHAHA

WAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!

i m do boring.....studyin sej.....

haha....bab 6 oni.....

damn boring larh......

exam next week......

today i heard 1 more ppl say....

ppd is reli ......

imagine u hav a real total spm format exam

after an exam wit spm format exam except 4 3 science subj....

but don u straight pull b n make it 1 oni....waste 2week of teachin...

teacher ink....paper.....n time to revise.....haizzzz....

wat can i say?????

anyway....i reli wan to achieve the purpose i c8 tis blog....

but i m stil scared to achieve it....haizzz.....

i m so so coward larh...scare tis scare dat.....haizzzz...

feel sad 4 mi.....=(....

ntg else to write dy....=)

Shud i believe u????

SHUD i believe u????

haha......

u al sure wonderin who i talkin to???

i m talkin to fb......an application larh....=)

sound like crazy rite??

anyway i wan to believe....but wait 4 1 more month 1st larh......

c izit the true larh....

hahaha....sumtimes i wan it to b true.....

but sumtimes i scare it become true.....

haizz.......duwan to think dy larh....

juz folow wat it wil happen larh.....=)

NOW I SHUD START MY STUDY GUA.....

INSTEAD OF WORRYING TIS!!!

HAHA

i noe i damn long din update dy....

actually i wan to delete it wan....but i duno how larh....

got 2 reason to make mi stop lorh....

1 is lazy....

another 1 is the purpose i creating tis blog has gone.....

tis few month....quite alot of ting happen.....

i went hk larh.....exam larh....many other larh.....

quite busy actually....n 1 more ting....fb become very boring dy....

U ALL LARH!!!!!

deactivate deactivate......din deactivate aso can study wan wat.....

findin reason to cover ur laziness!!!!!!=)

anyway....tis 2 week gona b busy.....nid to study sej n bio....

most weak subj....sumore got 2 drama to prepare.....duno how to survive....

haiz.........the days r passin too fast dy....

zooop......4 months dy......

SPM IS NEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WAN TO REMIND U ALL N SCARE U ALL!!!!!

hahaha....very bad rite???

btw.....good luck larh....hav ur fun when u studyin larh.....

8 months more oni.....study bah.....when u study.......beat mi if i din study....

ty!!!!i reli nid sumore to jaga mi.....make mi study.....

becoz i very lazy wan!!!!!!!!!

oklarh.....end here......

last ting i wan to say.....

I M WAITING NEXT ADDMATHS EXAM....

PLS DONT DISSAPOINT MI PLS!!!!!!hahahaha

.............No comment.....

AS the time passes.....

i hav found out.....

the life i m continuing becomes so meaningless....

duno anyting dat is important to mi....

study......doesnt seem like too important to mi....

although is important....

but juz haven hav the mood to study....

mayb tis the reason to hav a new failure in tis world....

haiz...

y my life is so so so.....

ntg to do....everyday is the same......time is passin so fst....

cant v hav more ting to do.....other than study???

after study......then work....

is tis a good life???

i wish to hav a better 1.....

haiz....wat to write now???

ok...juz ask sumting.....which 1 u think is most important???

frenz........gf/bf/wife/husband......family????

which 1 is more important to u?

i cant ponteng on the monday!!!!

Today, i juz receive a news....

i cant ponteng on the monday after cny holiday!!!!!!!!!!

wowoowoooooooo...

i wan to ponteng!!!!!!!!!!

anyway.....i decided not to ponteng to help the teacher....

who wan to join drama 4 the moral week.....

in front of assembly....i wil try to ask the teacher to giv merit mark to those who participate.....

i askin tomolo....if who wan....pls tel mi tomolo....=)....

open to the 1 who i noe oni....(5s1 5s2 5s3 5s4)....i stil duno the teacher giv anot....

but i wil try to ask larh.....

i m waiting 4 cny.....

got so many tings....

tis year is the year i can most of the houses....i think so...

pls giv mi bigger angpau....

i wan....=)....

anyway....wish u happy cny larh.....

THINKIN Y I UPDATE MY BLOG SO FST?

COZ I HAV NTG TO DO BESIDE CRAPIN TIS.....=)

Don't piss mi off again...

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GOOD MONTH??????NAH!!!!!

Feb good month?????

NAH!!!!!!!!!!!

everytime i get a good news....

it wil follow by a bad news.....wat is tis????

seriously.....fuk the world.....

u cant even let my sis have a peaceful birthday...

seriously i duno wat to say d....

I wil remember today!!!!!!!!!!!

5th of FEB 2010....I m sure......

Finally......

Its 3rd of feb of 2010.....

STAR Scouts had climb to 3rd in kawat kaki.....

for 4 years i march.....tis is the 1st time v get top 3....

hahah......SO nice.....

SCOUT THE BEST.....

Today so many ppl fainted in the marching time....

all the troop also hav....

but scout oni 1......

when keluar padang....i think so oni scout is the badan uniform with the whole member....

so scary some of them fainted....

straight drop down.......booom.....

cant move at all.......so cham.....

anyway.....feb reli is a good startin....

SCOUT WON 3RD.....after duno how many years d.....

now i hav another problem.....

how to make my skin white.....

cny coming lerh.....i duno celebrate cny with black skin again lerh......

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

any1.....pls help mi

B3fore takin nap

ITS 2nd of feb......

QUITE nice start of the month larh.....

everyone gettin better in their life......

most of their prob aso solve......

so....congratz larh.....

tomolo is HARI SUKAN!!!!!!!

can scout win?????stil a question.....

i feel hav a chance larh.....condition: no mistake tomolo.....=)

all focus.....include mi larh....hope the best of all larh......

i hav started my BIO!!!!!!!!!!!

unbelievable.....althought juz a few pages.....

but at least i start.....hope i can cont larh......

hope all of u wil start ur study larh.....

(start ur study doesnt mean to b a nerd.....pls)

i wan to watch movie!!!!!!!!!

all wells end wells 2......=)....

who wan to watch......during cny......

i wan to go take angpao(to whose house i goin.....pls tel ur parent.....mine bigger)

juz jking larh......got give very good d......juz a tradition.....=)

oklarh....abit tired d.....

post next time larh.....

hope the good luck on u all cont larh.....

cont to b happy,no worries,wont lonely.....=)

althought i m stil.....TATA

Juz update 4 u......

UPDATE 4 who wan to read larh....

If not nice don blame o.....

Who agree this startin year is bad?????

so many bad things happen.....

later tis pair like got prob.....

later dat pair got prob.....

later tis fightin....

later dat fightin.....

wat happen in tis month.....

juz oni noe dat jk dad's car kena broke.....

haizzzzzzzzz.....

Izit these r the 'tiger' wan.....

coz it goin to 'tiger' year mah.....

hope the 'tiger' think these few year is too peaceful d.....

he need sumting to settle????

I hope he had the power to settle larh.....

I would like to believe after cny wil b better bah......

hope larh.......

after cny....exam start comin......spm comin.....

car exam comin.....so many exam......

f5 is reli a tough year......

aso a turnin point n important year 4 most of the people......

eitheir u waste it or u make it.....

i hope i m the 2nd 1 larh....

hope u 2....=)

although i m lost.....

although i m lonely.....

although i m lazy....

although i m bad....

although i duno who i m actually.....

but i wil stil get on bah.....

believe dat all of us come to this world 4 sum reason.....

eitheir to company ur parent.....

or to company ur frens.......

or to save the world.....

or just b a normal person to contribute sumting to the world.....

or just to learn how to love other person.....

or other tings else.....

but i believe 1 day u wil find ur own post....

i wil chose to believe god wil sure giv u sum post dat wil fit u well.....

don giv up.....don do bad things.....don hurt others......

dat al u nid to do.....

al ur contribution....no matter ppl noe or dun noe.....

juz do it.......one day u wil get the repay.....

juz believe.....THE DAY THE PAY 4 WAT U DO WIL COME.......

TO the 1 who lost(include mi).....

nowadays......too many ppl lost.....

coz of wat????

coz of the world.....

al the job dat wil make u rich n famous has become less n lesser.....

dat y....u cant find sumting dat fit ur desire.....

i m dreamer...i can say dat.....

everyday i m dreamin........i m dreamin about i m perfect.....

i noe i m not perfect n i cant b perfect.......

but i stil chose to believe 1 day i wil be......

i m the 1 who wan everyting to b perfect.....

everyting under my wishes.....

everyting goes in the right path.....

but most of them doesnt......

althought sumtimes it has went wat i think.....

but i feel not enuf......

i wan more......i wan my ps3.....i wan my inteligent.....

i wan my money......i wan my popularity......i wan a person who understand mi.....

i wan a person who can share my secret.......but too bad......

i m liar.....coz i cant reli believe ppl......u wont wat i m thinkin....

mayb wat i did mayb oposite when i m talkin.....

mayb sumtimes i lie to ppl.....

mayb n mayb.....there r so many mayb.....

so mayb most of u wil be scare of mi after readin tis post.....

mayb i wil b more lonely......

or mayb u wil think i m emoin.....

but....Watever larh.....i dont giv a damn......

i wan to live on my own way from now....

i wish i can.....i wish i can stand the lonelyness in my heart.....

i hope i can make it......i hope i can start study larh.....

coz study is 1 of the way to chase away my boringness.....

but i juz cant start to do it......

duno y.....lazy,too proud of myself,no time(lieing),or watever larh.....=)

although i noe i m craping......

i noe sum of u al wil agreee....

sum wont.....but i cant stop u......

juz leave any coment if u wan larh....

Who cares.....u can chose to believe wat i m postin here.....

u can chose to dont....or half half.....

it juz depends on u......depends on how much u understand on mi larh.....

(but i think so most of u wont....coz i dint even exposed real of me to any1 in this world)....

unless u noe how to read mind.....if u noe....pls teach mi.....

i wan to learn.....=)...ty.......

IT WILL END HERE........1132 in the night of 28 of Jan of 2010......